I was having a miserable nite yesterday....
I heard the truth from you which I have predicted and it has happened.
There is nth left between us that will encourage you to ask me not to leave....

I am almost collapsed even though I have roughly known the result. I am still begging for the miracle:::

Miracle does not exist. I have confirmed once again this morning..
I was praying for my colleague that he can be cured after the accident, but he left us in fact.
He brought away his laugh. The god has forfeited his bright future><

Mane...
You are such a nice and great person that I have been met.. and you are so young''
Why the god wants to bring you away so early by using such a cruel method.
Will it be diff if I call you earlier or if I go to office earlier?

This is the first time I have a strong feeling that life is so unpredictable.
You just tell me that you wish to get a gf, I just saw you changed your hairstyle..
Childish was the last words i said to you, as you was quarrel with the another foreign worker..
And you leave us on the next day...

Everyone found it is so unacceptable, cause you are so adorable.. so hardworking.. so helpful

Could you please leave me a message, telling me what can I do for you?

Dear Mane, you will be living in our memory forever..

I am sick of listening the following phrases.
-I dont know...
-What do you wan me to do?
-What can I do...

Could you please dont repeat them to me anymore?

I am really carrying a bz life right now..
Staying at office until late night~ Hate to face PC for such long hours::::
The most interesting by staying late in the office is listening others' sad story and doing consultation^^

Everyday there is different people walking into my office and sit at different position but grumbling on the same issue..
I am just a listener and absorb what those experienced senior talking about their history**

It is so nice to be accepted by the peers and having at least 30 percent of good team members``
It is so great that the mistake I made can be forgiven by the people involved.
It is so wonderful that I am able to go back to a warm and lovely home with my exhausted body><
It is so perfect that my friends always surround me when I am dispirit.

I wish that I am able to share my power and luck with all of you^^

Thanks god~ I am quite forgetful+.+ and camera only record the happy times...

Is it wrong to express my feeling to you? Or is it wrong for you to express your feeling to me?
Why both of us are so imbalance. I cannot accept when you tell me what you r thinking, neither you are.
Are we so incompatible?

I was falling from the peak and hurt seriously when i knew that you can live better and more comfortable by removing my love from your world.
Have you forfeited my right to be adored and loved? Or I do not deserve it as I chose to be yours.

If I can control how much of love I shd put into this relationship, then I would not be suffering while I am living without you.
Do I supposed to have this capability?

If I can decide who should I love, then I would not select you to be the one. Distance love is not that easy as what people imagine, especially we do not know when shall we meet next time.

Nevertheless, many things are beyond my control. I am loving you so deep and do not wish to let you go~
I think the only thing I can do is sinking in extremely bz life, instead of depending on you so much.

之前认为有了工作，时间充实了，对你的思念就会减少。我错了，真的很想你能在我身边。。
远距离让人没有安全感，无力~
很还怕，你的样子在记忆里渐渐模糊**你的拥抱会变得越来越生疏``
很庆幸我们还在一起，还能听到你也在远处想念我。
对于我们恋情的持久度，你迟疑了。那一刻，我的心从天堂掉进了地狱。
真的很想解放，放走你，放下我的心...
乱到不行的心，却只想你能找到另外一个幸福
能代替我给你的幸福
也许你会不开心，觉得我不应该放弃>>
可是你能教我吗？在那么远距离的我，可以怎样令你幸福？